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2012-02-04T01:54:00.003+08:00

The familiar stab in the heart.
I think...
I kinda miss you.
I don't know if you still read my blog..
but if you're out there...
somewhere...
I'm not trying to hold on to you for old times' sake...
I just want you back in my life.
I've never laughed or smiled in such a long time.
Such happiness only surfaces whenever I'm with someone close to me.
Thinking about those days..
where we would talk into the wee hours of the morning..
mainly about life..
the very best moment.
Now, everything's a fade memory.
The last time we met,
you promised me that we would see the christmas lights.
Regardless,
you said you'll always be there.
I don't know why I'm going hysterical right now..
All I know that..
I really want you back.

Please..

)':

2012-02-02T13:09:00.003+08:00

(T.E.N) things I will accomplished by the end of 2012:

1. How to apply makeup on self
2. Buy new lenses for my canon
3. Get a smaller camera so it's easier to bring it around
4. At least maintain a weight of 52 kg
5. Download Adobe photoshop onto my laptop
6. Maybe, if possible, get a MAC laptop (that's if current malfunctions)
7. Balance boyfriend, friends & family
8. Make sure I exercise regularly
9. Get decent results of B at University
10. Love myself

2012-01-27T22:34:00.002+08:00

Whenever my phone rings, I'll instinctively think that it would be you. Sigh, I wished you wouldn't shut me out of your life. It really hurts to be push away and acknowledging your efforts are going down in vain. There are times where I wonder why I even bother to linger around - hoping that one day, maybe one day, you would mend your selfish ways. Those days seem really far from where I'm currently standing. Because of you, I've given up my life. I've not met my seconday school friend in months or my best friend who's about to leave for the UK soon. It also fucking hurts to feel that you're second option when you've given it your all and I would always place you first, regarding of who's asking me out.

I've tried, I really have. ):

2012-01-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

2012-01-25T23:49:00.007+08:00

So much has happened in my life. Like some days I lay there, just staring at my ceiling and compare myself to others. I definitely feel more fortunate than most and I often thank god for blessing me with such a wonderful family. Life isn't always easy, being the middle child. But hey, we can't always get what we want right? And it's thus that I start to ponder about my future.

I would bluntly wake up every single day with my husband giving a soft peck on my forehead. We'd have breakfast on our dining table and share our plans for the day. We'd get change and leave the house--driving separate cars. We finish work and I'll be at home cooking his favorite dishes before he returns with dessert. Then, as I try make dinner before he returns, he'll surprise me by wrapping his muscular arms around my waist and kiss me on the neck, telling me how much he appreciates me. I'll crack into a smile, knowing my efforts are not wasted in vain. During dinner, he'll complement my cooking--whether he likes/loves it or not and we'll proceed to talking about work. After dinner, we'll take turns to shower. Follow by lying in bed and watching a movie, programme or series. In the end, we'll compromise to watching our favorite drama show and soon, drift off to sleep. He'll have his arms holding me close to his chest, wishing me 'sweet dreams' as I reply a suit. Tomorrow would be another beautiful day.

Soon, there'll be a day where we would try to conceive a child. By then, I would have probably matured into a much wiser adult. Our first child would be a boy, he would have his father's charming personality, smile and face. But, take on most of my looks just cause the chinese believed that good fortune would bestow upon boys that look like their mothers and daughters that look like their fathers. Our second child would also be a boy, he would be a handful and we'll still manage. Our last child would be a girl. She'll be daddy's princess and possibly more spoilt than her brothers. Our children would have many suitors because they'll be equally well-mannered, humble and good looking in their own way.

Life would be blissful then. (:

2011-11-30T11:38:00.002+08:00

I suck at making things better.

Yesterday made me realised how easy it was to lose someone you loved to something as trival as a joke. It was also possibly my fault for not opening up that I was affected by his crude remarks. Sigh, either way, I'm still nursing a broken heart from yesterday's event. I can't decide if it's the things he say or how the whole scenerio turned out to be, that's more heart breaking. Seems like a bit of both. Just a bit...

2011-11-28T23:47:00.009+08:00

Thinking about the past rises many questions. Have I changed someone's life? Have I done my best in my studies? Did I live everyday like it was the last?

Yes and yes.

I am living life and I'm happy. I couldn't ask god for a better way to breathe. Everything that could possibly perfect my life has been spoon-fed and I, with all my heart intend to keep it this way. I won't let some silly arguement that stirred between Mom and I, trampled my day.

2011-11-20T19:41:00.005+08:00

Until now, I lay in bed--wondering if these 4 days were ever real. It feels as if you were here in a blink of an eye. And now you're on the plane, obviously on your way back home. I never thought I could feel so much emotions during these past few days. Laughter. Silliness (waddle, waddle). Annoyance. Security. Joy. It's with these emotions that I come to a conclusion that this is what a relationship is all about. It isn't about the constant planning of what we're going to do tomorrow or anything. It's about living in the moment - making each day count. As long as you're both happy, nothing matters. I realised that unlike my past relationships, I've never really thought far about this one. We just went into it and *bam* the rest is history. We didn't think about the fact that it was going to be a ldr. We loved each other too much to even allow that to get into the way of us being together. But there are days where I wished he would be beside me to hold me and tell me everything's going to be fine. Heh, what's worst than this is when couples start to take each other for granted. They don't even know how blessed they are to be able to touch, feel, see one another up close. Dear readers, tonight is going to be a quiet night again. I don't know if I can ever stop thinking about my baby or if he's going to be able to take care of himself until I return back to sg. Sigh.

The right is empty tonight.

2011-11-13T20:40:00.005+08:00

It's funny how life works. How, ludacris someone so insignificant would one day be the person you can't live without. Here's the story of how we met. No one, not including me, expected it to turn into something so remarkably beautiful. Caution though, it might start sending shivers down your spine due to the overloading amount of cheesiness written.

This love story in summary, started with a bet, a clingy 'girlfriend', a stubborn & curious blogger (yours truly), 2 missing blackberries, lots of bbms from dusk to dawn and finally, a single meet up. Without further disruptions. Here's how it went: I first met him when we were at a social last year. He wanted my number because he had a bet - due to my low tolerance with players, I didn't give it to him. Later, I found out that he only decided to take on the bet was due to the fact that he was trying to run away from his then, girlfriend who he was desperately trying really hard to break up with. Either way, I was with someone then. Namely, S. S was good friends with him and would occasionally ask me to meet him. Because I didn't have a good impression of him, I didn't want to. I actually didn't want anything to do with him.

Months flew by in a swirl. I broke up with S due to our differences. We parted and never wanted to associate with one another again. Half way through the year, he added me on bbm. Still under the impression that he was a player, I left him alone. It was not until he repetitively kept re-adding me on bbm that I broke the barrier between us. I had to know what this guy's deal was. So, without even hesistating, I simply asked him why he kept re-adding me. During our first conversation, we were awkwardly trying to keep it as interesting as possibly out of friendliness. Days passed, I found myself waiting by my phone for his messages every single day. When his message did appear on my phone's menu, I'll obediantly wait for 5 minutes before replying. The cycle continued for months/weeks/days.

Frequently flirting happened. Then it finally came down to wondering if the opponent was interested in the other. Either way, I didn't want to keep my hopes high up above the azure sky. I was afraid to get hurt like any other girl. I didn't want to suffer from another breakup - ever again. I wanted to find my soul mate this time. Because, I believed god created complimentary other halfs for everyone in the entire universe. And it's only a matter of time before I found mine. Still undecided if he liked me, the holidays soon arrived. Mum wanted me to return to singapore. I was reluctant due to my finals hovering around the mere corner. But he convinced me otherwise. He offered intellectual suggestions that made me reconsider going back again.

Now, flying back to singapore and meeting him on the first night was just plain epic. There was instant chemistry, we hit it off like hydrogen gas and a lighted splint. Thinking back, I wished someone would record it. We weren't awkward ducks or anything, the way we joked and talk is amazingly similar to long lost pals. Days fluttered, he asked me out on a date. I agreed and spent nearly half an hour deciding what to wear. In the end, I settled for a bodycon black skirt and a brown leopard printed shirt - chic and classy. The night was magical. We shared our first kiss whilst he had his head lying on my lap, gazing into my eyes while we talked about random stuff. The question popped, at last we were together and spent the remainder days doing everything we possibly could to make up for the time we would be apart.

Till now, I still vividly remember one quiet night while we were lying on my bed, staring at one another's soul. And I softly told him I was going to leave in 2 days time.The look he gave me was the most crushing-heart breaking thing anyone has ever gave me. I cried so badly and he hugged me tightly against his chest. Not long ago, we had our 1 month anniversary. The butterflies in my tummy - it's still there, stronger than ever. I don't have to prove to anyone that I love him. It's out there in crystal clear water. He's my one and only love. No matter the distance, no matter the fact that he's so near (on skype) but yet so far, I'll be waiting for him. He's the straw to my berry - my everything.

Hehe, Happy 19 birthday baby for the 14/11. See you in 4 days time. (:

2011-11-13T09:24:00.004+08:00

You said you'd always be there for me. Now, I feel like I'm the only one trying to hold onto the pieces while you continuously try to wreck it apart. Yesterday's conversation made me realized how dependent I was on you to say the right words to make me feel better. Hah, then sudden realization made you remember it wasn't your job to fulfill anymore and you stated that you'll soon be changing phones - bringing normality to another level. As much as I love you as my best friend, I can't take this anymore. I want out like you do. I don't want to feel this constant dissapointment. It's just too heavy for me. Maybe it's better for the both of us.

Goodbye 5 years of friendship.

2011-11-06T10:38:00.008+08:00

I found somebody new who I would like to keep in my heart forever. I reckon, he might be the one. I know he is. Purely because I have never spaced out and thought of another guy other than him or checked out any breathing male species on the road. Then again, these days saw us drifting a little apart. Partly because my finals are here (3 more to go) and partly because he has work and often returns, exhausted. I can't blame him though. It is army after all. As a good girlfriend, all I can provide in order to lessen the load is to be less demanding, more considerate. Other than that, this is the main highlight of my story so far. I probably should be blogging here more often after my finals. So, stay alert.

2011-04-27T18:32:00.007+08:00

I'M BACK!

After a zillion light years,

I'm proud to proclaim my place in blogger.com...again!

Goodbye livejournal.com

& the readable stack of paper I call my diary.

That's the end.

Kthxbye!

2010-10-30T23:04:00.008+08:00

Reverie by Claude Debussy

When I first set this blog up in...200...5? My purpose was to just write about my daily life routine and how boring it would seem. As time gradually passed, I find myself blabbering about guys. Which, strangely (from my 2010 perspective) isn't as addictive of a subject as before.

Thus, I conclude that Theresa is losing her marbles & entering nerd world soon. Oh the shame.

2010-05-30T13:31:00.003+08:00

Listen to omg by Usher!!! :)

Saturday saw me, Kl, Amy, Pris, Didi & Wq at the city. I finally found an RC dresssss!! The guy better flip or I'll kill him. Then there's those late night talks again. Just chillin' with the roomie and talking about life and it's ups/downs. I love moments like those. It makes me feel all anthropomorphic.

2010-05-28T13:43:00.002+08:00

I'm back after a looooooong hiatus!! Hahaha.

Well, 1 exam more to go till I spread my wings and soar~~~& yeah I think I'm getting nutty again. Cause, Im planning to name my kids, Shane and Orion. Havent thought about my precious baby girl's name yet. :(

I'm picky like that. DONT JUDGE ME! Well, time to poo and shower. Life is great. I swear. I never want 2010 to end!!

2010-04-27T17:22:00.001+08:00

For the first time in my life, I feel that my life's perfect.

2010-04-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIAN!

I love you.

We love you.

Have the best day of your life @ sports day!

♥♥♥

2010-04-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

A few days ago, I went to the toilet.

Not just any other restaurant's toilet. I went to one with a picture of Ghandi by its mustard walls and on this significant black & white picture of him was his death date. 30 January 19...48?

Was it supposed to mean something? I thought it was. When I paced back, stunned and confused because this place...sold PIZZA! For goodness sakes, it sold bloody pizzas and didnt look like some sentimental hangout that would want...oh forget it.

I'll probably bore you even more if I started typing about life so let's move on to what I've been up to these few days.

I bought a gold dress that's pretty reasonable...pssh...$30 at Hula&Co and a new tee from Forever 21? Gennio, I couldnt find that shirt that we both like!! :( Now, I'm deeply obsess with a chinese drama series called 鬥牛‧要不要!!!! It was originally produced in 2008 and I missed it even though I kept reminding myself to tune it to Channel U.

GRR! Now, I got to depend on YOUTUBE! Haiz.....X_X

2010-04-07T10:44:00.007+08:00

Press play.

Finally visited our new location (opposite Queensway Sec)!!
On appearance wise,
the school looks freakingly small as compared to our OLD one
but as you venture in deeper and meet the many familiar faces (who dont seem to recogonise you -.-)...it's actually pretty BIG and confusing cause every single building is painted blue & white!!!
After that,
We (G,P,Ys, T), trained to Vivo where we went to Carls Jr. to chill
& get refillable drinks!(:*
It was pretty good...the chatting and catching up I mean..
TALK ABOUT YS AND HER CONVEX PROBLEMS!
Hahaha never laughed so hard before!!
Did a little shopping & exploring next before it's time to go home :/
Awww!!
We should do it again next time!!

P.S.: HAPPY 17 YS (2 days ago)! YOU ARE OLD AND SAGGY NOW!! :D

2010-04-04T09:04:00.007+08:00

Quotes that stuck right on me:

Neil Craig: You're kinda lost, aren't ya?
Tyler: You
think you know me, but you don't.

Tyler: Love's involved with spending time together, but spending time apart,
can lead to loving even *more*.

Tyler: Whatever you do in life will be insignificant, but it's very important
that you do it. Because nobody else will. Like when someone comes into your life
and half of you says you're nowhere near ready, but the other half says: make
her yours forever.

Tyler: Someone's been trying to tell me something. Make her
yours forever, and I'm working on the forever part.

2010-04-02T17:00:00.003+08:00

5 new goldfishes for the starting of a new YEAR!
Not. Teehee!!(:
Anywho, I hope that they'll survive without me and grow into big, mouth-opening adult gfs like their parents. They are so tiny and puny that you could just literally pop one into your mouth and eat them. Not like I'm having any of those thoughts :/....

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yeah stop going 'riiiighht...' in a disbelieving tone right now!!! I was supposed to meet Dan and the rest at Clark Quay today but didnt feel like going cause 'Baba' wasnt free. So, they decided to postphone till next week when everybody's free again. SORRY!!! Then, I went out with my cousin who's treating mom to lunch (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!) and followed by heading over to Grandpapi's and Grandmami's place to chillax. Grandpaps was treating me to this expensive coffee that's worth 500 bucks per KG???

Whoa!! It was soo good! I hope you are jealous, Gennio. Heheheheh x)X) Now, I'm home...comfy and loving my baby every second. He makes me a better person each day. [:

2010-03-29T22:17:00.006+08:00

As much as I miss you guys in sg...

There's still a part of me that doesnt want to leave Perth. I dont want to face the monster called 'homesickness' and most important, I dont want to leave my independance. I'll miss you term one. You have been a bitch for a couple of weeks cause of the subjects (especially, chem--LORD!) but through those emo sessions (I'm deeply fascinated by emo pictures now..teehee!) and heart to heart talk with roomie (ily), I'll miss you.

Be it the incident at RC where I brought a date and everybody cant stop teasing me about him for weeks to last minute mugging sessions for tests that seem impossible to pass...I'll never forget how you morph me into the person I am today.

Now..BRING ON TERM 2 BABY!

2010-03-22T21:11:00.004+08:00

Remember me has taught me so much about life. The moment I saw the advert for it, I knew it from the start that it would change me. It wasnt just because Rob Pat was in it...it was more of what was happening in Tyler's (his character) life that I could relate to. Sometimes, the happiest person you meet could be the most troubled. And yeah, I bawled my hearts out at the end. I've never been so passionate about a film before. Titanic didnt make me cry as hard as this one. Nonetheless, it was a great invenstment. Please, please, please watch this. It'll change your life.

P.S.: Eternal love doesn't exist. It's a myth, legend, whatever.

2010-03-18T18:21:00.004+08:00

Psychology essay tomorrow.
Bummer, bummer, bummer.
I cant wait to destress!
It's time to party when I return, folks!
I want to go to someone's party and goo crazy~
It's about time that we have some sort of house party!
Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!!!!
Anywho, today...Wenwen said that she was going to give up on this FB dare thingy. Mentioned that she was going to log onto it after school. I didnt know if she was lying or not but when I decided to call her up after school, a man picked up the call. At first I thought it was her Dad but....*dramatic music plays* it turns out that she lost her phone and this unknown caller has it. He told me to tell her to get her phone and when I close the conversation, I stupidly forgotten to ask where and when. =.="

With much debate, I decided to call back. Only to find out that mysterious person switch her phone off. @#$@#$@#!!!! How am I supposed to ask her to find you now???

As for Seashell, TMD! He sent me a text saying that he is struggling with something and I THOUGHT that it was with FB! It figures that it would be about school...darndarndarn!

P.S.: {11 more days till I can log onto FB again..ZzZz...}

2010-03-16T22:40:00.008+08:00

Karaoke sessions with clique:

Crazy night with DIDI!!

Chillin' @ Foreshore

Sooooo.......

If you have been living underneath a shamrock and have yet to see my bootiful personal message on msn...

I-HAVE-OFFICIAL-GONE- BONKERS!!!!

@#$@#$@#$@$@#$#@!!!

NO FACEBOOK FOR 2 WEEKS?

YOU GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!!

@#$#$#$#$@#$@#$#@3!!!

I COULDNT STAND A DAY WITHOUT IT! IT'S TERRIBLE! NOW, WHAT'S GOING TO BE MY STRESS BALL? Ahh. Kill me now. Deeply and hardly. Till my guts pour and every blood is drained till it reaches the foreshore.

Other victims that are DARING enough to take on this challenge are none other than
**Wenwen & Seashell**. Anywhooooo~ expect lotta and lotta updates coming your way. It's only fair that blogger replaces FB!

2010-02-28T09:16:00.001+08:00

Two words,

10 letters,

SCREW LIFE!

2010-02-18T22:41:00.007+08:00

There were days where I was a home sick puppy but now, I feel like somebody has knocked me into reality world. School hasn't been as light as a feather either--well, the work load that is. Occasionally, I don't feel like myself.

I feel like I've lots to learn and adjust in life. There's the speaking up in english class for one and overcoming my shyness? Uuuuugh! I can't stand it! My voice seems to stuff up whenever I'm talking to people I'm not comfortable with? Don't know if you guys ever faced that sort of difficulty?!

Then there's my oldest brother. The one who turns 21 this year. With lots of prompt and reminder, he bought me Nandos' chicken and peri peri chips for dinner at the boarding house with apple juice to accomadate that scrumptious meal. He made me one happy but puldgy kid!

AHHHHH!!! @#$@#$#@ As promised ages ago...pictures of SULLY! & a random picture of Bobster!

2010-02-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU BOMBIE, SULLY, BLUEBELL, MARSHY, SNOWY, CODY, FATTY, PALELY!!! *cries*

School has been a drag (full stop) I hate year 11 Chemistry! It feels like a big jump but if I don't take it...how am I going to be a Biomedical student like I always want to be? Sigh..decisions, decisions, decisions. I wish my family was here--Oh wait, they are coming tonight...for only 4 bloody days! Who is going to keep me sane again? I need Mom's comforting words to keep me afloat.

2010-02-06T09:54:00.005+08:00

Pictures after & before timbre...

2010-02-06T09:49:00.002+08:00

I miss you guys so much back home! Including my family! I can't wait for them to come this following Friday! Seems ages since I last saw them..

Year 11 sucks...it's like you totally havent learnt any of the things they taught you so far! Boy, were the seniors right when they said we should enjoy Year 10 while we can! Oh well, week 1 down and 8 more weeks to go till I'm back home again! Yay!(:

Shall be positive here cause it's no used crying over something as silly as this! Moreover, my obsession with HIM is going to start again! AHHHH! HELP ME! I'm falling for him all over again and it's crazy!

2010-01-31T10:21:00.002+08:00

Leaving tonight :(

But in the mean time, I shall blab about yesterday's experience at TIMBRE!

Aka...

An outdoor pub!

Being ever so inexperience with pubs, I thought it was going to be smelly and full of noisy people. Boy, was I ever so wrong! The place was AWESOME! People were just there to enjoy the band playing one of their favorite songs, chill and have fun! Some even went up stage to sing to the song they requested and entertain the audience by listening to the band singer's dare of dancing and doing stupid things!

The drink that I ordered was probably some lime mojito or something?? Pam and XL ordered sex on the beach--a fruity peachy drink that hardly contains any alcohol in it. Mine on the other hand, was full of 'bitterness'.

I wasn't drunk at the end of day if you are wondering!(: I took it like a man and got my pappy's drinking genes. Will upload the pics when XL uploads it on fb!

P.S: I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!

XXX,
-T

2010-01-28T12:20:00.005+08:00

I promise whoever's reading this that...

I will stop...

Opening my mouth in picture--hence fake 'shock' expression

Which is strangely provoking me right now!

I'm going to do more goofy faces like..

Now isn't that much better?(: Heeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee other than that, my days are numbered (2)! Going back to OZ soon *dramatic music plays* and I'm not looking forward to another year of toreture! Sigh...On the ~~better news~~ of my life, I'm meeting...

MARIANNE!

Later! Yay! Than on Satz is meeting XL! Talk about meeting up with your old buds..

P.S: Very tempted to making a fb account for one of my pets!

-T

2010-01-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

Was having supper with the family when I met an old friend, X.L! Omgomgomg! It has been such a long time since I last saw her! It was so nostalgic and surreal! She was my very first friend in Primary school and here we are nearly aging and 17. *strokes beard*

Eep, I hate how time flies. Feels only yesterday I was clinging on to Mommy & begging her not to send me to primary one! :X Uuugh. Now I'm a fatty fatty patty! Okay to tell you the truth, when I was a little girl...I didn't expect lots of things--puberty and pimples. I was really naive, innocent and so on but I seriously didnt expect mood swings and the thing that comes because of it!

P.S.: I want a Jakey in my life.

Bella Swan: Jacob! You cut your hair off? And got a
tattoo? I throught you were to sick to come outside! or pick up the phone when i
call?
Jacob Black: Go Away!
Bella Swan: What
Jacob Black: Go Away!
Bella Swan: What happened to you? Did sam do this to you?
Jacob Black:
No Sam's trying to help me! Don't blame him! But if you want to blame someone
blame your little bloodsucking friends of yours, The Cullens

-T

2010-01-20T19:08:00.003+08:00

Guess what mate?

My godsista is getting married this MAY!

I'm so happy for her! It's about time! But sadly, I may or maynot be here for her wedding cause I got to attend fricking SCHOOL! Uuuuughhhh! I'm begging Mom to allow me to come back for that special day!

Haha this is probably the only wedding I'm ever eggcited about...so eggcited that I may even put on make up and be REEEALLY particular about my dress! Anyways, I need to get Dr. Martens before I go back. Can't really decide between red, ~~black~~ & blue.

P.S.: TODAY'S THE BEST DAY OF ME LIFE, WORLD BEHIND MY WALL PLAYED TWICE IN A ROW!

-T

**Update**: Mom says blue's colour is a little off....ahh!

2010-01-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

With each new year passing with many regrets...

A new profile is born!

CLICK on the 'profile' section of this blog and you'll be surprise to read a straightforward write up of Theresa's personality. It's nothing much, just 3 long paragraphs of honest thoughts and feelings about myself. I mean, did you know that...

-I get along with almost everyone?
-Drama finds me?
-I love biting my nails when nobody's looking?
-I laugh at my own jokes?
-I love you guys? (aww)
-Sluts can go to hell?

You: #%^$@# It's just a waste of time...don't bother
Me: But...but...*desperately tries to hold onto your shirt while you walk away*
You: LET GO!
Me: NOOO! YOU HAVE TO READ IT! *begins to cry*
You: Don't cry, I'll read it (fakes it)

Either way, it's better than not reading it at all!

2010-01-19T16:17:00.002+08:00

You know the feeling when you just want to strangle a boy and go 'CRACK THAT VOICE OF YOURS ALREADY?'--cause he sounds weird in his high-pitch-girlish voice?

Sit through...

Justin Bieber's one time and tell me that you DON'T feel that way!

I'm off to meet up with my boyfriend, Jesse Mccartney at Starbucks to do a little bitching session! Smell ya'll l8tr!

-T

2010-01-18T20:01:00.007+08:00

I promise whoever is reading this that....

I will blog more efficiently in the future!

I mean, come on! I've been blogging for like what...5 years? I shouldn't give that up in a swirl of laziness! One day, I'm going to look back and go..."OMG, I can't believe I did that or said that!" Bahahaha! It's going to be so fun--Yadee yadee ya!

Other than that, I woke up exceptionally early today just to catch the live telecase of the Golden Globes award! Found it a waste of time at first...Cause I hardly knew any of the Actors/Actresses walking down the red carpet...Than, it magically got better after Taylor Lautner came! *hubba hubba*

Turns out that he's still seeing his ex-gf, Sara Hicks...-.-" Gaaah, totally broke me heart! Nah just joking! I love joking and tugging your sleeves cause I get to see a 5 second preview of your 'uuuhhh'/'okay..' expression! You know what I'm talking about! Yeah you, the 'bimbo' reading this!

So after Taylor Lautner's interview, I decided to brush me teeth--since morning breath frustrates me (sour, smelly, strange) and nearly missed the actual award on Star World without realisation. The award itself was boring, I wished Fairyodd Parents would play instead of whatever turd Nickelodeon decides to entertain kiddies with. Why oh why didn't I go to sleep at that moment?

The show ended with (spoiler) Avatar nabbing best drama and motion picture and Robert Downey Jr. stealing thee best actor award? I kinda don't remember cause I was half dead at that moment. Later, watch the simpsons and had lunch.

2-something PM

Mom wanted me to accompany her to Far East and Gym. I said okay and the best part was that I fell asleep instead and she left without me!!! Not like she didn't try to wake me up....I was tired alright!!! *grumbles*

5-something PM

I find myself youtubing Tokio Hotel. Yeah that's what I normally do when I'm bored and lonely--watch the Kaulitz twins cheer me up, heaps!(:

Bill & Jumbie (his flying plane) is one of the cutest thing I've ever seen! He is like a little kid receiving presents on christmas day! PLEASE WATCH IT! You'll go 'aww' when he jumps around and gets excited! The best part has got to be the moment where he annouces his plane's name. J-U-M-B-I-E! It totally inspires me to name my next dog, Jumbie as well. Jumjum for nick!<3

After tokio hotelling, I went to stalk Tom Kaulitz's blog. Love his blog! He never fails to point or introduce something cool and wacky via video. That's when I found *blows trumpet* shape collage! Shape collage helps you to pile all of your precious pictures into a collage of any shape, word or alphabet! How cool is that? I love these collages thee most!

That's all for today, guys. Leave a tag or pm (personal msg) me on msn if you want the link to download shape collage!

xxx,

-T

2010-01-17T21:05:00.003+08:00

Howdy Howdy Howdy!

Just came back from my short little trip to Malaysia!
I love meeting my cousins & relatives!
It's always nice to catch up with the people you haven't met for like what?
5 -6 years?
Yup!! ^^*
That's how long I haven't been to KL for!
So anyways,
I didn't do much shopping....just piracy piracy...cause I'm a pirate at heart! Ayeee!
I like how KL is constantly upgrading itself though. The roads aren't as chaotic as last time & they recently open this new high-tech mall that sorta resembles ION in Orchard! Haha! It's almost as if KL is copying Sg! -.-"

2010-01-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Trying to learn how to play this song :D
Wish me good luck...
I got the first part though...just not the chorus yet.
Of all songs,
Why this?
Wellllllllllllllllll, because I find it unique and romantic.
HAHAHAHA!
Watch the video above...
Tom is pervertic!

2010-01-07T11:56:00.001+08:00

"He who spends time regretting the past loses
the present and risks the future" ---Franciso De Queveda (Spanish
Writer)

2010-01-07T01:11:00.003+08:00

I've got a secret project coming out!

All I know is that I need 3 others to fill out the spot and I would like to use people who around my height. I'll probably 1.6 right now...so yeah 1.57-1.63 would be cool. Girls are welcome. Boys, back off! This is going to be a success! Don't doubt me. I warn you!

P.S.: people wanting to fill out the spot have to bare in mind that the video doesn't really include them!

-T

2009-12-30T13:44:00.003+08:00

I love the Vampire's assistant
movieeee!

So yesterday I was texting everyone I like on my phonebook list (about 20+) to go with me to watch it!

The tickets were completely free,

it was a preview screening for magazines & critics

and the hardest part was to find someone on last minute situation to go with me. Amongst the few,

Jake was the only one (with much convincing)....-.-" decided to go.

Yeah I was that desperate...I wasn't going to give it to somebody else...ZzzZz!

Overrall, I'll rate the movie 2.5/5 cause the plot was predictable

and Mr Crempley earn it!

I love Mr. 'Cream'!

He is so cool!!!!

The funniest part was when he headbutt his enemy and his enemy's tooth got stuck on his forehead! Hahaha you have to watch it to LOL!
After that,when Jake was walking me to the bus stop behind Taka...

we saw this cute teacup poodle on Orchard Road!
I pulled him forward and we began stalking it!!! O_O

Hahaha it's time to get together with our old friends!!!

Oh yeah before I go to Jakarta to visit 2010,

HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!

Will be back this Saturday...

Toodles!

P.S.: Brother's friend works at Cleo so that probably explains how I got the access!!! :D:D

-T

2009-12-28T08:44:00.001+08:00

Baah can't sleep!
First time I'm ever awake at at 8++!
Probably going to take a nap in the afternoon..
Sigh,
I don't want the holidays to end! :(

2009-12-27T23:49:00.002+08:00

Went to Fish & Co. to eat with family (minus 2 older brothers)!!!

It was soo soo good!

I want to eat more masala fish!

Haha it sounds like mas selamat! -.-"

I like today cause I met up with Jess

& we tooks lots and lots of video!

Mostly me cause I love myself now! <3

So yeah,

I want everyday to be like that...

lol-ing so much that we can barely breathe!

2009-12-25T19:20:00.003+08:00

First time somebody ever kissed me on the cheeks!
FYI, THEY SERIOUSLY DID KISS ME!
Okay HI!
TeeBee is in da house right now.
Yeah I'm back after a long hiatus session!
Aren't you glad to see me again? *smile smile*
Those pictures above were taken during my outing with Emma, Gen, Yaya & Nette on Weds. It was fun...a little awkward too cause it's the first time I seriously went out with the new couple--Yeah still can't get used to it cause it's just weird. Nette got me a 'I LOVE LONDON' TEE from London! Hurrrayyy! She got a picture too but that's private stuff--as in the symbol on the picture. Sigh, the holiday is nearly ending in 4 weeks time. I'm a goner in Year 11! No wait, I shall be positive...I SHALL SUCCEED IN YEAR 11 & get into Veterianary Science in Murdoch Universiy!

P.S: MERRY CHRISTMAS! (had a nice small family get together a home! there's turkey, pork, salad & jelly!^^)

2009-11-16T16:33:00.003+08:00

UPDATE!!!

Firstly, I would like to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEN & JOYCE!

Whatever happened during your birthdays is uhh...different...? -.-"
but nevermind moving on.
Exams are exactly 4 days away and I don't even feel prepared!
Kill MEEEEEEE RIGHT NOW!

2009-10-24T09:13:00.000+08:00

Dead on beltwaytolondon.bs.com

2009-10-20T18:21:00.002+08:00

I miss homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
I wanna hear mama's voice every single day
and have her tuck me into beddy bye land!
I miss Bombie's dog scent
and tuna breath!
I miss medding with my baby bro's life!
I miss cringing at my older brothers' B.O!
I miss laughing at my friends' sillyness and stories!

The list could go on and on but...
I basically miss Singapore! :/

2009-10-17T21:59:00.005+08:00

One day, I will find Mr Funny (my funny emotion) in real human format. And he will be the light of my life and beat the crap out of Prince Charming. HAH!

Who needs Prince Charming on his noble white horsey when you have Mr Funny who cracks ridiculous jokes and makes you laugh so hard that you forget that Prince Charming is there to beguile you? Hahaha Mr. Funny is so...FUNNY!

Okay, I'm beginning to sound l-a-m-e. I still believe in Prince Charming! In fact, I believe that Mr Funny exists in him. My current ideal Prince Charming is TAYLOR-LAUNTNER-HOT!

Tan,

Short spiky hair,

To-die-for-smile(!),

1.7cm++,

Athlete (hopefully filled with huge muscles to carry me on one of them),

&&& most importantly, charismatic!

Tehehehehhehehehehehehhe now who can't resist that? Stop going yuck you boy haters. I mean business! *inserts bob's frown*

2009-10-17T19:05:00.004+08:00

I want to be funny again. Seriously. I can't remember the last time I was ever funny. As much as it sounds pathetic, I am the most boring-est girl you'll ever meet. I can't even remember the last time I cracked a joke that sent everyone into fits of giggles!

Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I want to make someone's day.(: I want to make them feel intoxicated when they are around me and not obsolete! But that's a problem that only I can change.

On another note(away you depressing paragraphs~), ate Italian food today with Joey and her bf. Very awkward moment if I do say so myself and today's weather is hot, hot, HOOOT! It's so sweltering that I can literally feel the sun's ray tearing through my skin! How impossible is that?

2009-10-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

So this award goes out to you
A dedication to the youth
From magazines for teens that really care
Care enough to want to prove
That the pretty ones
Have got less to lose

Hey teenager of the year
Win the chance to judge your peers
Hey teenager of the year
Your new life begins right here

And you won't suffer any more
Validation's your reward
Plus hair and make-up tips
And so much more
For the luckiest of teens
The shallowest of dreams
This model youth

Hey teenager of the year
Win the chance to judge your peers
Hey teenager of the year
Your new life begins right here

So hey, at least try
Maybe qualify
And that piece of mind
Proves that you're alright

Hey teenager of the year
Win the chance to judge your peers
Hey teenager of the year
Your new life begins right here

2009-10-13T17:05:00.004+08:00

Story of my life starts ~~again~~ /now!

2009-10-10T20:23:00.004+08:00

I like walking! :] It makes me young again! Especially when you have your best friend beside you, splurping on White chocolate Mocha while yours is the opposite...aka Dark Chocolate Mocha. God! How I'll kill for one of those!

It's like taking drugs. Your noogie never stops spinning until your plastic cup is empty.

Caffeine is thee sex.

P.S.: Feel free to laugh at the picture? I added those tiny black dots to give me an animated look!(:

2009-10-10T01:11:00.004+08:00

Narrator: This is a story of boy meets girl. The boy, Tom Hansen of Margate, New Jersey, grew up believing that he'd never truly be happy until the day he met the one. This belief stemmed from early exposure to sad British pop music and a total mis-reading of the movie 'The Graduate'. The girl, Summer Finn of Shinnecock, Michigan, did not share this belief. Since the disintegration of her parent's marriage she'd only love two things. The first was her long dark hair. The second was how easily she could cut it off and not feel a thing. Tom meets Summer on January 8th. He knows almost immediately she is who he has been searching for. This is a story of boy meets girl, but you should know upfront, his is not a love story.

Watched 500 days of summer a few days back with George. I felt that it was a really creative movie with lots of sexual jokes, different but still realistic and something that only singles would enjoy best. I thought that the script writer did a perfect job with average, lead character Tom's personality and story line.

It just goes to show that being attach is not the end of the world. Sure the girl may have gone off with some other guy, sure your 'ideal' job starts to suck and sure the most perfect girl in the world have dumped you but, life goes on! I think it may take a few days or two to allow the movie to sink into my mind but boy oh boy, it's going to be in your mind for 2009.(:

Other than that, met Gen at Orchard today. Did a little window shopping and chit chatting before she ran off to meet Emma at his friend's birthday party. Took a train to Plaza Sing. and met Ys & Mei Hua. Decided not to watch Sorority something because the timing was just bad for us. So waited for Mh to collect her bag from this blogshop lady and went to P.s' food court to eat. Ate noodles, drank peach tea and shared a dessert with YS! Red ruby and Sago! YUM YUM! :D

Uuugh so tireddddddddddddd! I'm going to bed now! Smell you later!

XXX

2009-10-09T01:35:00.003+08:00

Changed my blog skin again! That is...until I manage to fix 'by the lake' and by doing so, would require me to type an email to the person who made it! Ahh what do you guys think about this skin?

*sniffs* I'm getting a cold and it's giving me headaches. Off to bed for now...bye!(:

2009-10-08T00:56:00.005+08:00

Best view of my old and current layout? IE!

P.S: There is nothing wrong with my new blog skin! I have proof! (picture on top) and can any tech genius explain to me why others are having difficulties viewing my old skin? -.-"

2009-10-07T19:25:00.005+08:00

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Dropping a nail isn't the best thing. Trust me! I was tugging, meddling and on the verge of chewing my poor rotten nail off today--due to the fact that it has been irritating me all night! My last resort was to cut the remainder skin (attached to it) off.

Praise the nail clipper. Hahaha! After that, there was a little imaginary tribal dance surrounding my naked toe before I started the cleaning process. Overrall, I reckon that I did a good job in removing 3/4 of the dried blood still lingering on toey's skin. It wasn't an easy job but I did it! (:

Than it was submerging TOey in cream and gingerly wrapping it in a nice clean sheet of cotton wool. Job done in half an hour. Woo Hooo! Now here's the disable part for 3 months...

P.S.: Getting a haircut tomorrow. Decided on Kristen's messy do! More on that story tomorrow...

2009-10-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

terry (bah) says:
take a chill pill man
*** says:
jerkkkkkkkkkkkk
terry (bah) says:
WHAT
terry (bah) says:
now u got issues -.-

Don't I sound like a boy?

2009-10-05T19:55:00.008+08:00

Pictures of the day!

At Ilumo where everything glows

Toey Toey Toey~

These fingers are too cool for you(:

Pam: rawr!

At thee toilet where it strangely resembles the airport's toilet

Directly after the 5th picture, we were chased out by the security guard

Taking neoprints

Train with Gen & Nell

2009-10-05T19:17:00.003+08:00

Oh fug it! Give toey a day or two and he'll (sadly) drop his outer shell. This is not a fire drill people! My toe is about to loose his nail! His precious and beloved nail that manages to protect it from heel stabs! Those social nights are not to be forgetten! Right *coughs*Fidelia*coughs* ?

On a positive note, older brother got his friend from Cleo to get me this month's Cleo Magazine! Ahhh Kristen Stewart is their cover girl *screams like a mad fan girl*!! Can't breatheeee! She's so pretty! Green eyes and brown hair~ Cousin says that I look like her! But before you start going 'no you don't!', I shall admit that myself!(:

Also went out with Nell, Gian, Pam, Gen & YS today! Gian had a bad sore throat so she had this funny calm girlish voice! Hehehehehhehehe~ It cracks me up whenever she uses it to scold or complain about people. Haha you totally can't take her seriously when she talks to you.

We bought food and sat by Bugis' fountain where we got approached from some ex-prisoner that wants us to donate if we support 'prisoners getting 2nd chances'. Haha we bluntly ignored him and said 'no thanks' and he had that dishearten look! Oh yeah, I was wearing STC uniform so I was obviously one of the main target as it seems like he's only after students. Than we walk around a little, took neoprints, chat, bought bubbletea and went back home.

P.S.: Nell, I forgive you for stepping on my nail! It's bound to come out anyway!

2009-10-03T01:44:00.007+08:00

Pictures from Sylvia's big DAYY~

Birthday Girl <3

~~~

Groupie Shots

People who were there: Sylvia(obviously) <:0) Pam, Gen, Joyce, Gian, Nell, Me, Eugenia (tortise), Yaya, Jeanette, Li Zhi, Esther, Melinda (sylvia's friend)

People who were missing: YS! MS!

2009-10-03T01:31:00.003+08:00

Today/Yesterday felt like all of us were reuniting for the first time after "65 years". It was also Sylvia's and Kl's sweet 16 on the 2nd of October.

Followed Mom to Paragon in the morning where we met her friend while chilling at Starbucks, picked the boy up, went out with Mom again to ION(!) for tea and than rushed back to Yaya's house.

Waited patiently for her to get ready and than her driver drove us to Viavia's house. It was sooo big! 3 Stories tall. At first, things were a little boring cause there were so little people so I decided to shake things up with the classic, truth or dare--which took place in Viavia's room.

It was entertainment for a while before others started pouring in through Viavia's door (birthday girl also mysteriously dissappeared throughout the game :X) and was pulled into tight bear/one arm hugs. Reunion time~~~

Once everybody was here, we went down to eat. Buffet style. 4 of us, Joyce, Pam, Gen & I found a table to ourselves where we recalled the past and laughed till our tummyaches. Gian evasdrop a little which was okay! She has every right to do so. Whenever the 4 of us talked about something old and worthy (of bringing up), someone's bound to comment 'that's old school'. It also felt like we were old and widowy underneath the dark starless skies and misty full moon.

After dinner, we took some pictures, sat at the dining table and went to Sylvia's room for more camwhore. Awesome day it was. (:

2009-10-01T09:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday yesterday was one of the freakiest days EVER! I think it was about 12+ that I find myself sitting on my bed--getting comfortable for snoozy time and reading New Moon...when I hear a distant chanting sound.

It sounds like those type of music when you walk into the temple. Grr! I have no idea how to explain it but you'll hear it when you offer your prayer to the many gods in the buddha temple! Don't ask me to sing it, cause I suck! :P And I'm bound to make you laugh so hard that you pee in your pants!

To make matters worst, the following day I was blasting my music at about 10 in the morning when my maid ask me to go out to the balconey to look at something. My first thought was that one of my beloved bunnies had passed on but it turns out that the POLICE shot a man in the effing leg!

YES THE LEG! He was crouching against this stone wall in the park (across my home) with policemen crowding around him. 2 police van and car were parked near the playground and the whole scenerio was so intensed! This isn't your normal everyday life kind of thing. I mean, the odds of policemen firing guns in Singapore are really low!

2009-09-29T19:18:00.006+08:00

Woke up late again! Plan to set a curfew these few days or will suffer the consequences of dark eye bags and humongous pimples! I found today a relatively serene day filled with occasion tummyaches and computers. Why? Because Mom had to give me anti-biotics on an empty stomache!

Who knew the side effects would be, headache, crams and the occasion feeling of puking morning's chicken soup up? Gaah! Save me!

And did I mention that I want to go to PARIS? Yes it's the city above! Any volunteers that want to go to "Parie" with me? We also need someone who's fluent in French! Or hence, be given weird idiotic smiles by waiters when we attempt to order something in restaurants!

2009-09-27T22:57:00.006+08:00

FERNANDO ALONSO CAME IN 3RD FOR THE 2009 SINGAPORE F1 RACE!

He looks so damn frickishly hot on stage! I wished I was there to see him in person! :/ We could have made beautiful music together. But other than that, I managed to stay up untill 4 AM in the morning (today); talking to a long lost friend and cousin--who's convincing me that speeding is thrilling. How on earth can it be thrilling if your life is at risk? Sometimes, I don't get how boys think! -.-

Things bought today:
-a new shirt
-bangles
-2 small hats
-music glasses

2009-09-26T09:07:00.003+08:00

Press play.

Since Mom wanted me to spend my afternoon scrubbing the pond stones, clean....I decided to join Gen, Yaya & Emma at Wisma. Went for a little shopping and decided to chill out at Coffee Bean where we played a short game of truth and dare. After that, it was F1 MODE where we "rushed" back home to catch the trials as my house and ended the day with guitar hero: world tour.

Before thee afternoon, I went out with MOM to p.s to go for a little moon cake tasting. Sadly, we didnt get to do it in the end and bought groceries instead. Helped her to carry the bags and did a bit of chit chatting.

What do I have today? I don't know. Will probably meddle with my grayish toe and watch JONAS! Haha such a lame-o same-o!

2009-09-25T10:28:00.002+08:00

Guess who's back?
Back again?
Shady's back, tell your friends.

I am currently residenting at home with the little doodle beside me and giving me his puppy eyes--obviously begging for my LAKSA. Ahh! How I miss laksa!

Coconut Milk + Chilli = Sweet Baby Love

My toe still hurts thought. My lugagge went over it yesterday when I was pulling it off Belt 19. Blood's orange-y this time and I have the strongest feeling that it's going to come out as the skin around is no longer fastern against the nail but sort of seperating itself from it?

Ow ow ow ow, the nail smells too. *Shoves big toe up your nose*

Hmm...plan to do a little debate on whether I should get out of the house to see Gen & Blairbear or not....I mean HELLOOOO! My toe hurts right now and I have to drag the freaking thing around!

2009-09-20T16:02:00.004+08:00

Since my first social happened last friday, I didn't know what to expect. Next thing I knew, my friends and I were beguiled by the transformation of the school's sports hall. Balloons, Neon lights, a DJ, Decorative silver stars pinned on black cloth to every wall, grey chairs, refreshments...DAYUUMN!

I wore a black spaghetti-strap dress with a purple sash. Grace helped me with my hair! It's so curly and bouncy that I kept fiddling with it!

I was such a NOOB at the dance floor but at least I tried? Hahaha! Everytime when we start dancing, random guys would start dancing against us and it's so annoying that you just want to punch them in the face. Same goes with the pictures. There has been so many incidents where the guys just force themselves into the picture. Not to mention the amount of people making out with each other. It's against the rules but nobody cares. Just whistle warnings by prefects and cheering from the crowd. Great. -.-

AND! I GOT MY MOMENT! TEEHEE! I took a picture of this guy & Jacqui and after that, when I showed it to him...he raised his arms and gave me a hug. Everybody wooed and I went RED. He was skinny though and it didnt go on for a very long time. (:

UFEWHIFGOWEFGWH! I can't wait for the next sociallllllllllllllll! Oh yeshyeshyesh, I bought 2 pair of ballet flats yesterday for the price of $25--don't know if it's reasonable or not. We headed to the playground next where I bounced on some wooden bridge and it ended up clamping my two big toe. The left starting oozing blood and I've never felt so much pain in a long time! It was excruciating, unbearable and just the worse feeling you can ever have. I'm currently dragging my foot around now. Any good well soon cards? :D

KIDDING KIDDING!

Now here I am, snuggling in bed and reading new moon. Waiting for Monday to come followed by Tuesday, Wednesay and finally, the big THURSDAY! <3

2009-09-20T11:44:00.002+08:00

Social NIGHT(:

2009-09-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to think that Jeanette's method of blogging isn't that good after all. It makes me so unoriginal but at least I tried!^^

Gmo(god my oh), where do I begin? I'm beginning to hate english class. We're currently supposed to discuss about the book 'Looking for Alibrandi' and I have peanuts to say about it! I feel so pathetic whenever I try coming up with something to say--just for the sake of my english oral marks. You guys should hear me stammering and repeating my point...a real BIG epic fail!

Than there's media, the moment I saw the new NEW MOON trailer being featured on 'youtubey', I immediately unplugged Fidelia's headphones on the portable-rectangle adaptor-like-thingy onto MINE! We hyperventilated together! Hehe!

After that, we were back to editing the script for our so called 'reality tv show' aka the asian versions of THE HILL--which we changed to THE VALLEY. It's really dramatic cause we're closely basing the entire story on one of the hills' many adverts.

Now, I just want to snuggle with my bombie-pie! I miss him so much! I can't wait to see the dog-sheep again! We're gonna be together forever! Nobody can take my babycakes away from me! *continues going on and on again until everybody starts to fall asleep* HEY! I do love him you know!

WATCH THE NEW NEW MOON TRAILER! You know you want to...

2009-09-16T11:13:00.003+08:00

HEYHEY!

Finally got my biology test back! Marks aren't that bad!!!! :D:D:D:D:D! I feeeel so happpp-peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Also because Im going back to Sg in less than 10 days time! Haha will be able to see everybody's pretty face then and to also get my older brother to chauffer(sp?) me around! YES! He finally got his driving licensed before his 20th birthday. Can't wait! I sense ice cream nights and "un-late" moments.

P.S: Typed during school hours.

Terry X

2009-09-12T22:54:00.003+08:00

Hello children!

I am currently staying over my cousin's place as always and can't effing wait for the MTV VMA awards to start! I read from the internet/magazine that Kristen, Rob & Taylor are gonna show snippets of NEW MOON! GODMYOH! So intense~! I can almost picture myself watching the whole scenerio! Danggga! I can't wait for it! I hope that it lives up to my expectations.

Did I mention that Kristen is my i-d-o-l? She's so edgy and pretty! I wanna dress, talk and be like her! x) Oh yeah, during dinner I pop a long green jelly thingy from the chendol drink into my mouth and wriggled the thing out...showing it to my old man and he said that I'm really immature. At least I'm making used of my youth! Got to shower.

Frankie x

2009-09-06T18:23:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! :D

I WANT TO SCRATCH MY EAR HOLE SO BADLY! But I'm scared of the pros! Because I'll be able to see my yellowish ear dirt. Anyways, new method of blogging before I start grossing everybody out.

I shall start:
1)Greeting everybody
2)Ending in style (xoxos, gossipgirl???<--ew)
3)Being funny x)
4)Reducing the grossness (or do you guys want it?)

(WILL CONTINUE LATER)

2009-09-06T00:02:00.004+08:00

Skandar's 18th birthday is today! Time really flew by! It feels like only yesterday I had a super crush on him! Now I'm just neutral.

On another note, bought myself a FISHING ROD yesterday! Plan to fish sometime next month--once winter's over! Joey says that she's gonna bring me to this place to fish which will be cool! I've recently developed an interest in fishing due to my success with [s]PRAWNS[/s]. Those scrumptious little clippers! Who knew that prawns had claws?

Went out with Granny for shopping a few days back and bought a pair of boots in plum colour. It looks really rad when I wear it with my black jeans. Sigh, the week's almost over. Bring on the tests & new boarder..!

2009-09-04T23:42:00.004+08:00

Ella-Ella-A-A-A

I felt really mournful when the clock stroke 3 this afternoon. It was the end of work experience, back to school! Choppidy-chop! Yeah...unfortunately. During the 5 days of solid work and half an hour of lunch, I managed to strengthen my communication, observation and knowledge skills.

I've learnt quite a lot from the nurses and vets who were very welcoming and always there to teach me a thing or two about handling or looking after pets. The surgeries that I have witness were...*surprise surprise* really bearable and interesting. I watched a male dog being castrated (his testies were really slimy and smooth), a dog having his broken ligament fixed (who knew that there were so much tissues and meat covering his bones? seriously!), a labordor retriever having 2 external lumps removed, a male cat & dog having their ears cleaned (both which were disgusting and smelly *shudders*) and so on. The consultations themselves were alluring with constant help from good ol' me! (:

I guess there's a form of accomplisment during these past few days. I mean, I even get to talk to the Vets about my subject selections! They also managed to shared a few tips or two with me about getting into Murdoch University (the only University in WA that teaches Veterinary Science).

But don't you worry about me yet! I will survive like the umbrella in the picture above! Which reminds me that I have to upload pictures of thee Vet Clinic!

2009-09-03T23:48:00.007+08:00

In need of a stress ball!!!

I feel like a spoiled child ready to burst into fits of caotic screams, rolls and punchs at someone's eye till it turns blue-black. *dreams about it* How sweet will that be?

Sigh, last day of work experience tomorrow. Prepare for my conclusion and the waterworks! The puppies/dogs/kittens/cats/rabbits will be dearly missed! Especially the smell of general anesthesia during surgery. Oh how time flies when you are having fun [;

Now...I jolly well know that this is early but...here goes my birthday wish for 2009!

1) Straw hat with black tie

2) Dr. Martens

3) Polaroid Camera

4)Him<3 (Not Rob or Edward...HIM!)

2009-09-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

Sliced my finger with a shaver blade! Hurts so badly whenever I touch it! (You: Than don't touch it! Duh! Me: Well Mr/Mrs Smarty pants, how do you expect me to not press it against anything else when I need all of my fingers to function on my daily needs?)

Recently, I also noticed a regular chain in work experience...

1) Wake up at 5.45AM (coo-coo-coo-coo...yeah shut it stupid phone!)
2) Wash up...blah blah..
3) Turn on the telly...Suite life on deck...whoopee...hannah montana...double weewee
4) Get break-fast
5) Watch and eat (no one to stop me)
6) Rush to work
7) Get back from work
8) Shower
9) Decide if I should get dinner or not
10) *Study* (epic phail!)
11) Use the computer
12) Watch TV
13) Beddy bye land

Lucky 13!(:

God, really tired now...lots of people talking to me before. Now, they are totally ignoring me. Not depress...very mundane.

2009-09-01T22:57:00.003+08:00

~Beautiful scores~

2nd day of work experience today. Managed to watch the vet operating on a Labordor Retriever that made sad whining noises previously--while it was all caged up. The owner wanted to remove 2 outgrown lumps that could lead to viral things. The surgery itself didn't take too long (one on the nose, the other on it's back hind leg)...got bloody at one moment but I didn't feel quesy or anything. Success, success!(:

Nurse said that most pre-vets would get symtoms like vomitting or fainting when they go through their first operation but not me! I was calm and serene. Wrinkled my nose or two when it came to Jack, the black cat. He was down right unlucky with infected ears that had black dirt in it. The whole process got me grossed out but nevertheless, I watched. 0_0

Seriously! Haha! Imagine the vet using a long cotton bud to remove black dirt from it's ears, cleaning it with some anti-bacterial liquid...only to get the cat all irritated and causing it to shake it's ears where other particles start shooting out of it. Shivers down your spine much? I had close encounters with those shoots!

Before surgery, I had to help the groomer to bath the dogs. It was going smoothly at first....until came the TINY RASCALS. I hate showering small dogs! Tiny, wriggly things! Especially when they get all tensed up! They start getting difficult!

2009-08-30T20:01:00.003+08:00

OHMYGOODNESS! Work experience week officially starts tomorrow! What is work experience week? Well, it's something that everybody in year 10 has to experience and that is to find a place that you can see yourself doing in the future (veterniary, hospital, construction side...you get the picture) and apply for it (depending if they take work experience students or not).

NOTE: Be sure that no student has been accepted in your desire place!

Anyways, I had to apply for 3 FRICKIN' vets before one finally accepted me! How pathetic is that? Being a vet is a popular job huh? But *fingers cross* that my first day rides by smoothly! I exceptionally went to Habour Town to buy full working clothes attire...literally! Sweaters from Valleygirl and pants from some "hip" shop in the city.

2009-08-29T21:52:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 8 AM this morning for some picture taking...won't post the 'model' pictures up as it's for my new blog layout...But here's a preview:

Terrific? Excitied? Mehhh~! It's just going to be a blog skin with my face on it! I hope that I won't get bored of it!

P.S: THANK YOU SO MUCH KL! I appreciate your efforts & patience! Let's keep our hopes up that the new blogskin will be rad!

2009-08-27T21:55:00.005+08:00

Pretty Picture of PARIS!

Yay blogger is back to normal! I seriously think that they were reconstructing the whole site for glitches during the previous post--cause it seems alright right now!(:

Today went to dance night to see year 8-12's performance. Quite impress with the accuracy of each steps, lightings (like disco balls) and the way the girls moved. Won't say that it beats STC though! I mean, STC cheerleading has more spirit, edge and makes viewers feel like dancing while MLC focuses more on the artsie theme!

After that, it was back to the boarding house where I showed AMY my silver glitter eyeliner/mascara. She tried it on herself before helping me to wear it than shared beauty tips with me. I was greedy with anticipation! Ahh~! What a day!

Oh yeah before I danced off to beddy bye land, school was easy today. We finished watching 'The breakfast club' for Media (have to remind myself to answer qs about the movie), had a sumptous lunch (bacon+cheese bread), tried watching some dance concert try out thing--totally not related to tonight's dance concert as it is for some school competition--(but couldn't get in as the audi was fulled and ended up sneaking into the back door where we were caught and chased out again) and watched desperate housewives.

Plan to go out for a walk tomorrow if possible~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<3

2009-08-24T19:12:00.000+08:00

Something's wrong with blogger...The layout's gone! Sigh...wanted to post something big and DEPRESSING but the sudden dissappearance of layout ruined my mood! :/ May post l8tr! Heheheh!

P.S: I changed my laptop's background! Paris awaits my views everyday! Weeewoo!

2009-08-18T16:01:00.007+08:00

PICS FROM AMY'S B'DAY eeheheh

Fug it! I want to have a paintball match with Rappo so badly! I feel like clobbering someone up right now! Do you have days where you just can't stand something and want to vent it out on someone trustable? Yeah, the feeling is kept till today.

I reckon that something HUGE changed over the past few months. There is absoultely no turning back now, for, we had years of making a tight bond. The only question that we can ask ourselves at this stage is, 'if the bond is enduring enough to ward off a monstrous pair of scissor.

On another *notey-note*, history test tomorrrooooowwwwww! Noooooooooooooooooooooooo~! Cold war, John F. Kennedy, Kruschev and Castrow (spelling error?)! Oh yeah, please watch 'a walk to remember' when you guys are free. It's a really enjoyble, sentimental and sweet story. This is probably my 3rd time watching it on YOUTUBE. (:

2009-08-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

TWILIGHT FANS, WATCH THIS!

I want to fart so badly! HAHAHAH! Like a whirlwind! Wee wee! When I go to Singapore, I want to do sooo many things. Like getting drunk, playing with my pets like 5 year old TERRY, snugging with my parents who gave life to me and see my half-sister's night dress with her own personal touch attached to it! Sigh, if only Singapore was a walk away...Anyways off to shower! TOODLES

2009-08-10T15:58:00.001+08:00

2009-08-09T11:58:00.003+08:00

2 days ago was Amy's sweet sixteen! 2 days ago was her surprised party at her room followed by a hunt for her present! 2 days ago was our wild slumber party and we watched Disturbia (feat. Shia Labeouf)! 1 day ago was our game of rolling people up in comforters! 1 day ago was my fuel with Cat! 1 day ago's night was the ice skating and its theme was B-R-I-G-H-T! & today, is Amy's dinner. Haha I love you! Hope your weekend was a blast!

2009-08-02T11:10:00.003+08:00

Skype with Renee Yeap! Hohoho she looks so CUTE when she was young (1st pic)! Like some squeeeeezable stuff toy! Yeah, that adorable ^^ As you can see, the pictures show R & yours truly skyping like a blast with 40+ mins passing. Haha god knows what we were talking about--probably crap!

2009-07-29T18:41:00.003+08:00

Whatever's happening now, be it friends and family relationships....I am lovin' it! :D I feel really connected to life in STC again and the feeling is as though, I'm still studying down there and sharing your woes and pain. Sigh, really really miss those EFL days and the club. I think the highlight of 2008 would be during our camping trip in Malaysia where I get to know YS better.

Anyways, there's a website that YS introduced me to and it's tells you if you are really ugly or not. My results is...

*Am I really ugly?

Your Result: You scored a 4
Not too bad... A little work and you could be pretty. Don't give up... and don't set your standards too high... you just might be disappointed... so be careful and keep your mind open to alternative possibilities!

Haha, not gonna care about my appearance! I'm still fugly no matter how you look at it! :D On another note, I really love skyping with Pamie, talking to my old school mates online and how today turned out to be.

2009-07-26T14:58:00.001+08:00

Love you Mackers

2009-07-26T12:22:00.006+08:00

I'm currently googling 'ways to get rid of homesickness' because...believe it or not, I am still suffering from homesickness that it's making me DEPRESS! Everyday feels like a Monday whenever I'm back in school and every second feels like hell. I have no will to study but to just sit down and blink. I miss my life back home. Returning to Sg felt like a fairytale that I didn't want to end. Till now, I have no true friend in boarding school. They are just friends but I feel like I can never trust any of them...It's not like they never try. I mean they did, it's just not the same.. Sigh, I occasionally wish that Jesse was my room mate. Life in boarding school wouldn't seem so hard.

Tips for how to get rid of homesickness:
-When you are missing your family member try to listen to your favorite music.
-Phone calls will help you because when you hear your parent's voices you feel everything will be okay.
-If you are feeling very alone then talk to your friends about it because
they understand you very much
and you feel better.
-Join any clubs, community and sports teams.
-Put up some favorite photos of your family and friends.
-If you are interested in any activities then it is a great way to meet new people.
-Attend special lectures, meetings and exhibits that catch your fancy.
-Go out with friends and enjoy a campus party this a great idea to give a relax to you mind
-Having fun is an easy way to get rid of homesickness.
-A course of natural homeopathic remedies for those
who facing a homesickness problem.

2009-07-25T14:39:00.002+08:00

SO EMBARRASSING!

To everybody viewing this, don't ever trust either of your parents. Because when they wedded, they vowed never to keep secrets from each other, right? Turns out that their vows stay until they day that the chain of TRUST breaks *stares at that invisible rope with wide eyes* O_O Holyfudgemunkies! I swear that you'll make the best decision of your life! Just confide everything to me! :] I'm good at keeping secrets even if you one day backstab me or we lose that friendship. I swear that no one can threaten it out of me! Anyways, my story is too embarrassing to write out in public! Unlike my sec 2 & 1 days....Oh how I miss them!

2009-07-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

Growing fatter by the minute, may explode, getting really lifeless on this blog (I think it's effing obvious), don't think that I can survive here any longer, want Piepie to come, need somebody rad to rescue me, need something to look forward to everyday (school is a killer!), need to be more socialble or face consequences, wishes that everyday could be like today *wink wink*, miss home!

&&& lastly

HAPPY 6 YEARS ANNIVERSARY OF FRIENDSHIP PUMBABAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!

2009-07-17T11:30:00.005+08:00

Regardless of my morning allergies, I AM IN A CHIRPY MOOD TODAY~! AHAHAHAHHA! I FEEL LIKE A NEW PERSON! Played Basketball with my chef-imposter (totally scared the shit out of him wheen the ball went flying into his direction) in the morning, showered in fresh cold water and now, marvelling how life is beautiful.

I swear that nothing can ruin my mood today. SWEAR! But friday is not over yet, so...bring it on woman!

**Update**: Day destroyed because of guilt. I still feel extremely terrible about something...but Im completely useless at this point because I really don't know what to do...I asked questions about it...only to be filled with more guilty. I'm really really dreadfully sorry ms & wish that I could rewind time.

2009-07-16T10:34:00.001+08:00

2009-07-15T21:02:00.003+08:00

Had allergies, went out with someone, dine at some Jap restaurant and than realised that CHANEL was having some bombastic sale. Ahhh, if only I was rich enough to own one! That will be the day....

2009-07-15T00:14:00.009+08:00

Had a really CROOK conversation with Emma, Gen & Jeanette. Now everybody have gone to sleep and I'm alone. But just to update you guys with my day, I went out with Mom. Haha, you can say that it's our "bonding" time. Well actually, I'm pretty piss that she woke me up early in the morning--causing me to get allergies. How? I have no idea...it just happened! HAHA! Yeah, actually I feel like blaming her.

Than went to Thai express for branch. After branch, went to do my beauty maintaining thingy until 8 PM--where I was invited into a foursome conversation. It was fun...talking and chatting and having possessions! In between chats, I had to call Jesseek! To talk about something that only she had the wisdom to talk some sense into me! Yeah, the force is strong with that one.

*Yawns*...blah blah blah, going to meet Gennio tomorrow for Harry Potter preview. May get lucky with the seats....so other than that, I'm going to sleep. Smell you guys l8tr!

P.S.: PENELOPE IS A GOOD SHOW!

P.P.S.: RANDOM THOUGHT, IM GETTING SWEATY!

P.P.S.: CARRY ON WITH THE CONVERSATION ON MY TAGBOARD, GUYS! ^^

2009-07-15T00:07:00.003+08:00

Although this picture is pretty old...
FRANGIE STRIKES AGAIN!

~finally found the picture at last!

2009-07-13T17:47:00.004+08:00

Current mood: SATISFIED!

Wearing my favorite nerdy glasses (Harry Style) and shaking my booty to one of THE SATURDAYs' song. I'm really passionate about the Frangie romance!

Dougie + Frankie = Frangie

Anyways, just came back from my 3 nights, 4 days trip from Hong Kong. Lets just say that judging by the amount of splurge on clothes, it's hella good enough to fit a whole new wardrobe! This is the first time that I've ever spent so much on clothes & acessories--all together!

Throughout the whole grab-snatch-bargin process in the 4 hours away country, it is ludicrous that we even manage to train to CHINA (where more bargin and girly stuff happened) and back to Hong Kong at just 3 AM in the morning. Talk about complete swiftness!!! Dad keeps gloating that no body can make it back to H.K in 2 hours...top!

In china, I manage to do my fingernails and get involved in piracy. You know...'that' type of piracy? Haha now my fingernails are soooo purrrrrty! Turtles on white base! Will uploade several pictures once I feel like it. Yes, I need my inspired mood to take wonderful pictures of my nails and ninja turtles! The reason why I wanted the lady to paint turtles, is due to previous night of dreaming about my turtles escaping into the drain holes! And to top it off, the turtles in my dream bit me on my toes and they wouldn't let go! Whatthehell right? It's like snapping turtles...cept they aren't long necks. Also, I hope you are reading this Genny but...your hair's falling out! Those tiny bally-thingies are halfing!

2009-07-09T10:47:00.002+08:00

Hahahahaha! Somebody out there's bound to get her/his heart broken!

2009-07-06T19:08:00.002+08:00

Had a fruitful outing with Gen, Gian, Pam & Marianne today. Didn't take any pictures to remember the day by but this memory would be kept in one of my memory box. :) I didn't even know that Mrs Rajan was still "ALIVE"! I thought she eloped teaching with her hubby to have the baby and won't be coming back.

Hahahahah I still remember the days where she used to pick on everybody and scream her lungs out at us! Hopefully with the baby bouncing in her tummy, Mrs Rajan would have a softer side to teaching. Man, how much I miss STC. But I'm definitely not going back during school hours to listen to my ex-teacher's lecture on their subjects. Sorry MS!

Anyways, a little more on today's grand outing! I went back to change in-between because I felt like a ragdoll and came back with "style" *cough*. Met up with Gen & Gian at Far East and we talked our way throughout window-shopping. In the end, none of us bought much except for Bubble tea (2 Lemonades & 1 honey green tea:) and some colourful doll thing which resembled the 3 of us (Gian: Burnt doll, Gen: Gold doll & T: Pink Doll)! Guess that will hold us from backstabbing each other for a tad while. ;)