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Sometimes,
no matter how hard it is,
you have to give up what you want and do what others hanker after.
You need to suck it up and make the best of it.
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Whatever you do in life
maybe insignificant,
but,
it is important that you do it.

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Saturday, February 04, 2012
/ 1:54 AM

The familiar stab in the heart.
I think...
I kinda miss you.
I don't know if you still read my blog..
but if you're out there...
somewhere...
I'm not trying to hold on to you for old times' sake...
I just want you back in my life.
I've never laughed or smiled in such a long time.
Such happiness only surfaces whenever I'm with someone close to me.
Thinking about those days..
where we would talk into the wee hours of the morning..
mainly about life..
the very best moment.
Now, everything's a fade memory.
The last time we met,
you promised me that we would see the christmas lights.
Regardless,
you said you'll always be there.
I don't know why I'm going hysterical right now..
All I know that..
I really want you back.

Please..

)':


Thursday, February 02, 2012
/ 1:09 PM

(T.E.N) things I will accomplished by the end of 2012:

1. How to apply makeup on self
2. Buy new lenses for my canon
3. Get a smaller camera so it's easier to bring it around
4. At least maintain a weight of 52 kg
5. Download Adobe photoshop onto my laptop
6. Maybe, if possible, get a MAC laptop (that's if current malfunctions)
7. Balance boyfriend, friends & family

8. Make sure I exercise regularly
9. Get decent results of B at University
10. Love myself


Friday, January 27, 2012
/ 10:34 PM

Whenever my phone rings, I'll instinctively think that it would be you. Sigh, I wished you wouldn't shut me out of your life. It really hurts to be push away and acknowledging your efforts are going down in vain. There are times where I wonder why I even bother to linger around - hoping that one day, maybe one day, you would mend your selfish ways. Those days seem really far from where I'm currently standing. Because of you, I've given up my life. I've not met my seconday school friend in months or my best friend who's about to leave for the UK soon. It also fucking hurts to feel that you're second option when you've given it your all and I would always place you first, regarding of who's asking me out.

I've tried, I really have. ):



Thursday, January 26, 2012
/ 11:21 AM



Wednesday, January 25, 2012
/ 11:49 PM


So much has happened in my life. Like some days I lay there, just staring at my ceiling and compare myself to others. I definitely feel more fortunate than most and I often thank god for blessing me with such a wonderful family. Life isn't always easy, being the middle child. But hey, we can't always get what we want right? And it's thus that I start to ponder about my future.

I would bluntly wake up every single day with my husband giving a soft peck on my forehead. We'd have breakfast on our dining table and share our plans for the day. We'd get change and leave the house--driving separate cars. We finish work and I'll be at home cooking his favorite dishes before he returns with dessert. Then, as I try make dinner before he returns, he'll surprise me by wrapping his muscular arms around my waist and kiss me on the neck, telling me how much he appreciates me. I'll crack into a smile, knowing my efforts are not wasted in vain. During dinner, he'll complement my cooking--whether he likes/loves it or not and we'll proceed to talking about work. After dinner, we'll take turns to shower. Follow by lying in bed and watching a movie, programme or series. In the end, we'll compromise to watching our favorite drama show and soon, drift off to sleep. He'll have his arms holding me close to his chest, wishing me 'sweet dreams' as I reply a suit. Tomorrow would be another beautiful day.

Soon, there'll be a day where we would try to conceive a child. By then, I would have probably matured into a much wiser adult. Our first child would be a boy, he would have his father's charming personality, smile and face. But, take on most of my looks just cause the chinese believed that good fortune would bestow upon boys that look like their mothers and daughters that look like their fathers. Our second child would also be a boy, he would be a handful and we'll still manage. Our last child would be a girl. She'll be daddy's princess and possibly more spoilt than her brothers. Our children would have many suitors because they'll be equally well-mannered, humble and good looking in their own way.

Life would be blissful then. (:


Wednesday, November 30, 2011
/ 11:38 AM

I suck at making things better.

Yesterday made me realised how easy it was to lose someone you loved to something as trival as a joke. It was also possibly my fault for not opening up that I was affected by his crude remarks. Sigh, either way, I'm still nursing a broken heart from yesterday's event. I can't decide if it's the things he say or how the whole scenerio turned out to be, that's more heart breaking. Seems like a bit of both. Just a bit...



Monday, November 28, 2011
/ 11:47 PM


Thinking about the past rises many questions. Have I changed someone's life? Have I done my best in my studies? Did I live everyday like it was the last?

Yes and yes.

I am living life and I'm happy. I couldn't ask god for a better way to breathe. Everything that could possibly perfect my life has been spoon-fed and I, with all my heart intend to keep it this way. I won't let some silly arguement that stirred between Mom and I, trampled my day.